a new start

so guess what? i officially auditioned for beauty and the beast yesterday. and now, after saying that, i'm done talking about it. the audition went well, that's all i'm saying. :X

alright, so how about an update? let's start with the fact that school starts on thursday. and i haven't finished my bio paper yet. one more page, which is so much more than most of my friends have, so at least i know i'm winning! lol. i'll probably finish that today though and then edit it tomorrow and the day after so that it's ready.

and i'm also going to BRIEFLY touch on guys for just a minute. i officially ended things with this guy i've been seeing. it wasn't working. mostly because he was going off to collage in september and he was still in love with his ex. yeah. and i couldn't take being that girl. i still kinda miss him, but we still talk sometimes, so that's nice i guess. but i'm happy where i am right now. for once.

well... that's pretty much all i can think of right now.

OH other than the fact that i get to go back to my old junior high b/c my brother's officially going there in TWO DAYS!!! i loved it there and we're going to go and figure out his locker and stuff. should be fun! especially if i get to see any old teachers! :P

well, i'm going to go flat-iron my hair before people choose to finally wake up.

chao for now!

dancing around in a mask,

tay

Saved By The Best Friends

Thankfully, my two best friends saved me from the party and instead of being there, Claire and I went over to Kramer's house and danced and talked and ate pizza and just had fun. We talked for the longest time and it felt good. Really good. We talked about guys and we talked about our each current romantic situation (please don't ask about mine...) and what we were going to do about it (I still don't really know). We also discussed politics and religion and spirits (and my whole 'third eye' thing). I felt very talked out by the end of it.

Then Claire became my ride home, but before they dropped me off, we went to Rite Aid and looked through bridal magazines, discussing flowers, rings, and dresses. We pretty much planned our weddings, but don't worry. We're not planning on getting married any time soon.

So then all of my homework ended up being really easy to do and I felt really good last night.

The meeting after school went well I think. We discussed pretty much everything that had to do with our production. Turns out I pretty much know everyone in the play we're doing, so it should be fun. We get scripts today and I can't wait!

Feeling blessed,

Tay

A Little Bit Of Crazy Madness

So I'm watching Elizabethtown, one of the weirdest, most confusing, and most random movies I have ever seen, and thinking about the day I've had (and the one my friends had). Today was one of the weirdest days I've lived. I had a planned two hour delay, so I got up at seven fifteen, which I never do, I completely forgot to eat breakfast, I didn't pack my lunch or buy it at the school cafeteria, I had a friend receive the most beautiful love letter ever written along with the most breathtaking piece of jewelry I've ever seen, I fought and then laughed with my first ex-boyfriend from last winter, I had a pizza party in Geometry, I was actually sad that our sub wouldn't be teaching us anymore, I blew bubbles with bubble gum (I don't chew gum) in Science class, I actually understood what was going on in Science class, I practiced the flute for the first time in ages, and I actually didn't care one bit that my love life is perfectly and wholesomely nonexistant. Sure, I have a crush on one of my newest guy friends, but I'm actually content with it going positively nowhere anytime soon. I'm happy being single and I'm happy being able to flirt and have fun and enjoy having no boyfriend to bring that to an end. God, what has happened to me?!

Well I guess the fact that even though this friend recieved the letter and necklace and she still doesn't know what she's going to do about it, makes me feel that my love life, for once in my life, is not on the spotlight even the tiniest bit because no one cares and hardly anyone knows about this crush of mine. And so she doesn't know if she even likes him while he's professed his love to her (which she and I discussed shouldn't even exist as he doesn't even know her) and presented her with a timeless gem and she can't even except it. I feel that I should be able to do more than just talk her through it, but maybe I just have to accept that I can't fix everything and that I should be okay with that if I'm to live my life 100% happily. I know that I'm analyzing a lot right now, but just go along with it. I get this way when I've seen a lot of movies, which I have today. I also watched You Have Mail and loved it once again. That movie makes me think so much and I can't always tell if that's a good thing or not. I guess it is, considering thinking is almost never a bad thing, but I don't know. I'm now rambling and I feel as though I should be writing something at least a little more significant than what I am.

Do you know what I realized also? The names of the two main characters in Elizabethtown are the exact same as two of my friends' names! They may like each other, but I don't really know what's going to happen there, but I think this Elizabethtown thing might be some sort of sign. I think I was supposed to see that and maybe that's the answer we've been looking for. Maybe.......

On my way to e-mail my discovery (though she'll most likely read it here anyway),

Tay

A Quick Catch Up For Those Of You Who Haven't Been Around

Okay, so today both Kyle and Jimmy came back! I didn't have to be worried anymore! And Zack didn't sit w/us at lunch, which is good, but he sat w/my other guy friends, which is bad. And I think he knows I'm friends w/them b/c I remember freaking out when Claire was over there and I had to point the table out to him. So this could be very not good. But then again, I could be overreacting, so I'll just not worry about it (for now).

In other news, I got my haircut yesterday and it looked kinda cute today w/my mini-skirt, leggings, and cute top. At least, I was called cute on the bus ride home by my friend (guy).

Also my friend *cough*Claire*cough* is getting sick of me bringing up her relationship problems, but I can't help it! It's something that lets me get my mind off of my own stupid relationship problems, which I do have right now, choose to believe it or not. I hate dwelling on my romance problems when I already think about them 24/7.

So that's pretty much it for now.

Anticipating a sub from Subway for dinner,

Tay

Friends Gone MIA

Okay, so I'm kinda mad right now. My friend has been gone for two days, I have no idea where he went, and he was supposed to get a haircut over the weekend and I have yet to see it! I'm beginning to think that by the time I do see it, his hair will have all grown back! I'm also afraid that he was hit by a bus, never to be seen again. Yeah, not good. And my friend Terri (not his real name, but a nickname) went home sick, and I'm pretty sure more people were missing too. Gosh people! Where are you?!

So in other news, I had only two subjects of homework tonight but could only get one done. I hate Science. Really, I do. I suck at it. So tomorrow in A+ (study hall), I have to have my friend Nick help me or I'll never get it done and it's going to be graded.

So that was my day. Not really interesting, but it was enough that I didn't fall asleep at all. (well, okay, I came pretty close, I'll admit that) Oh yeah, and I think I aced a World Studies test and I finished my book that I've been addicted to for the past week or two. My friend (shout out to M! You know who you are!), recommended the series to me and I've been hooked ever since! Thanx again M!

So now I think I'll go and help make dinner. You know I love all of you!

Freezing all the way down to my toes (maybe I should wear more than a tank in November),

Tay

Kinda (but not really) Interesting Day

So today was kinda interesting. Hung out w/my bf a lot and was sketched by my friend during study hall. She's really a great artist.

My friend might come over tomorrow and sleep over. If she does, we will probably watch movies, eat a LOT of food, and talk a lot. About boys normally, and believe me, we find a lot to talk about on that subject. Lately especially.

Also today, I entered a strange conversation with a bunch of new guy friends. I won't say exactly what was said, but lets just say that I wished I hadn't entered the conversation. (okay all you sick minded people, get your minds out of the gutters! it was not about that! they may be guys, but they aren't that perverted!)

So that was my day today. I know, not that interesting, but at least I'm updating the site, right! Unlike some people I could mention.......

Wanting a nap,

Tay

PS; I totally aced a test I took today in science that normally I would have failed if I hadn't studied my butt off last night w/my mom's help! Thanx Mom! *hands over cookie*

My God Forsaken Project

So I've been working on a project for the past hour and a half and can barely keep my eyes open. I also have to present the project either today or tomorrow and am not looking forward to it considering I have no idea what to say and half of it has to be in French. It sucks, but I guess I'll live.

Awaiting sleep,

Tay

PS; I would like to apologize for my previous icon, the one with the flower. I wasn't aware that I wasn't supposed to do that, so I apologize to whomever owns it (I don't obviously) and I removed it as soon as I found out. Again, I'm really sorry and it will never happen again, I promise!