Deep Breaths Everyone!

Two hour delay today, which is good b/c that might get my Geometry test postponed, but lets me get my script after school. Hopefully it won't cancel.......

So my mom's party was postponed until tonight (joy) so I've got to get all of my homework done in school, which I don't know how I'm going to do that when I haven't even finished the homework that is due today. That's normally what I use Study Hall for. And after that, I then work on homework for that night. Wish me luck.

I'm feeling kinda sick because I'm kinda nervous for getting my script. What if I can't do this? What if I make a fool out of myself? What if I make a horrible first impression? *takes a deep breath* Okay, I'm better. *takes another deep breath*

So wish me luck surviving today! LOL!

Feeling kinda queasy,

Tay

Let's NOT Party!

So today my mom has her party which I have to help out with. It starts at four, but up until that point, I have a mountain of homework to do and like four rooms to clean. I also have to help my mom cook all of the food. Then, before the people get here, I have to change into a very warm sweater and probably a skirt (grrr....) and go through hell trying not to itch at my leggings and suffer through a bunch of women commenting on my hair, my height, my WEIGHT, and my age. "Now what grade are you in dearie?" And then I have to fight back a grumble and cheerfully as I can without sounding fake, I say, "Ninth." Then they all chuckle (for what reason I don't ever know. It's not like I said anything funny) and go on about what it was like to be in ninth grade, even though they probably don't even remember one thing about being a freshman.

At least there's a bunch of really good food.......

Dreading the rest of the day,

Tay